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Saturday, September 22, 2012

The Cost of success


No one remembers the name of the guy who comes second- First is all that counts. Yeah that seems to be true. We live in a world where all eyes are on the guy who ends up on top, and all minds aiming for that. But then again, it makes one ponder - what exactly is success? who is successful? How do they get there?


Someone with a big house, fleet of cars, private jet, and all the money in the world? Someone who is the best in the world at the job he does? A guy that goes abroad and makes millions of dollars and settles down there? Or a small time government worker with a stable job, assured pension, and government quarters? Which of these would you pick as the ideal success story? Who would be your definition of a successful man?

The truth is- a successful person is one who dreams, who dreams of living the life HE wants, the way HE wants, and who actually does it.

Ever since we are kids, we are brought up with lectures/ endless lessons on what to do, what not to do in life. But isn't life all about being happy, savoring each moment, spending time with the dear ones, and satisfying all their needs? Well I guess that is how everyone defines success initially as little kids. But it might not be enough, or a task that easily accomplished. Our parents know it, hence kids are pushed ever since they open their eyes to the world, pushed to compete, compete and get into a good kindergarten. If they perform well they are greeted with applause, otherwise its just dejection and gloom they see on their parents’ faces. The kid himself is indifferent, but the reactions paint a pretty good picture.

Slowly over the years, the kid is molded, through various such competitions where in he is always expected to be at the top. Well why not? Every one wants him to be successful in life. The once indifferent kid now becomes the eager competitor, dying for a win, because hey- that’s what everyone seems to want ever since he was born. Marks start meaning much more than the learning that they are supposed to portray. Knowledge takes second or even third priority after marks and rank in class.

He is then told over and over again that all that is needed to be successful in life is to get into the best college. And how do you do that? You compete. You slog yourself for two years with the hope that you will get a good score, and a good college. The boy of merely 14 works, studies day and night, not playing, not living, just studying for two years so that he gets a good score.

Surprise surprise! Our hero has saved the day. And there he is in the best of the best colleges, the Ivy League stuff, and everyone’s dream! Hardly does he settle in, before he is told that he is expected to pass out with a good relative grade, and a good package. Well after all that's what’ll make him successful isn't it?

He then studies, slogs for 4 more years to stay at the cream of the lot. To be the best. All this while just studying, not playing, not living, just studying.
No surprise he lands a great job. Yeah yeah its a package much higher than anyone else that people can compare him to. THAT should be the moment right? The moment of reckoning where his life is all set. But he’s just joined as a trainee or something. He has a long way to the top of the company. So what does he do? He works, day after day, year after year, he works. Until one day he gets there. Right on top. But now that he is there, and he has achieved all that was expected, that was needed, will the guy call himself successful?

Well he definitely will very keenly observe on that day, as his whole life passes in front of him. It doesn't take too long though, all it has is him studying, or working, or doing something that everyone wants him to do, being what everyone wants him to be, he sees himself living the dream- But someone else’s dream..

That day it’ll dawn on him that success is perhaps the most personal, and individual thing a man can define. Deep in his heart, in a part not encroached by the pressure of worldly rat races and competitions, there is a desire, a desire to live a free life, free to choose to do what you want. But the voices around are so loud that this tiny spark gets extinguished even before it lights up. People think success and happiness go hand in hand. But there are countless cases of people who have it all, but are not happy, not at rest.

But happiness, well its a different story altogether- Happiness if achieved, protected, revered, and maintained lifelong will leave no need, or scope for success or regret.
The richest and more powerful of people may be unsatisfied, unhappy and not at peace with themselves, while the most common of the lot might be revelling in all the good things that life has to offer. People think when they look at the bigger picture they look at where they get to in life. The bigger picture is life itself, and HOW you live it. Not where, or in pursuit of what. HOW.
A person might have a small dream, a wish to give his family three square meals a day and keep them comfortable. If he works, earns, comes home and spends time with them, he may well be proclaimed far more successful in life than others. I am in no way suggesting that we must not dream big. All I say is that we should have our own dreams which will define our happiness, and the ultimate goal in life should be to live a happy and good life where you cherish each moment. When you look back, it should always be with a smile on your face, and absolutely no regrets in your heart, and with memories of the good times you spent living life. That will be success.

A Wise man had once said:
If you dream someone else’s dream, think someone else’s thoughts, you will soon need all their wants, and you will then have lost your own self. Because you will also live someone else’s life, not yours







Wednesday, September 12, 2012

Why Aseem Trivedi got it Wrong

The papers report bigger and bigger scams every day. Culprits are mostly those we entrust with the running of our country's affairs. Families and loved ones of Politicians become Billionaires while the country heads towards growth-stagnation and uncontrolled inflation.

Politicians are busy with their divide and rule- Mr MNS wants to isolate Maharashtra from the rest of India, while Mr Sibbal would like to take offence on harmless cartoons to inflate passions among his followers. BSP wants a quota in promotion to please its vote bank, while the SP opposes the move to please their supporters. The BJP takes its role in the opposition very seriously- They oppose everything be it good, bad or ugly- again to please their supporters. The TRS wants Telangana and is busy in firing up public passion and emotion. The Congress- well never mind.
Political parties all around are busy in pleasing their supporters, in gathering votes just so they can come to power next term. And behind this veil of power, of the so called democracy are the scams that have been neatly covered up all this while. 

So of course if someone like Mr.Aseem Trivedi brings it up and puts a glaring spotlight on their activities, the so-called well wishers of our country, our very own elected members of the parliament would naturally take offence at this act of disrespect to the national emblem.

But if we look at the cartoon in isolation, we see a frustrated Indian, who out of love for his country and despair at the state of affairs had to cross the line in order to be heard. And then again we are familiar with the situation. Not very long ago there was 3 brave young men who were hanged till death for a similar act, ideologically, if not in scale and proportion. They believed that an explosion was needed to be heard by the deaf. That was a different era, and in today's time Aseem may very well be the new Bhagat Singh, Sukhdev or Rajguru. 
Too drastic? Not really! Here is a citizen who had to distort the National Emblem to get his point across, to be heard. His cause and intentions are crystal clear- End corruption and help the country. While Mr Trivedi  goes to Jail in-spite of having the best of intentions for our country, the perpetrators of the scams are happy sitting in their luxury cars. 

What the police, and all those who take offence at his cartoon fail to notice is that the national emblem, by definition is something that symbolizes the state. The corrupt go around singing praises of and worshiping the country and its emblem, yet stealing without a second thought and thus disrespecting and disregarding the National well being. While our convict cartoonist here might have disrespected the national emblem, but not once has he disrespected the Country (state) which the emblem itself  "Symbolizes". That was an act out of the love of his country.Our laws and procedures pay too much  importance to the symbolic and the redundant. 

This brings us to the question of the hour- where is the country headed? Lots of depressing news daily- scams, policy paralysis, parliament logjam, and oh yeah Digvijay Singh's words of wisdom. Is this the time to put our heads down and wonder what went wrong? 
On the contrary this is the time to rejoice for it is now that finally the truth comes out in the news. It is now that finally the scams which had been going on for decades under the shadows, are laid bare for all to see. It is now that the public is aware, angry and disturbed at what their elected representatives have made of the country they so love. It is NOW that the storm is brewing- that those who seek the truth, are laying it out for the world. It is NOW that truth is starting to prevail. For the road may be long, and the night dark, but eventually - Satyamev Jayate . truth alone triumphs.

Mr. Trivedi got that part wrong I guess. Its not over yet- not by far. 





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