So I watch these things called movies once in a while. Some
of them make a lot of sense and a lot of them make less than some sense,
nonetheless we can go into the movie world sometime later. This particular
piece I write because of a line from one such movie I recently went to watch.
Irfan Khan in life of Pi rues about not having said proper good-byes to any of
the important people in his life. People
think that we don’t take time out to say a few last words of Goodbyes, but the
question is, how often is it that we actually know that those are the last
words we are going to share with someone?
If there is one thing that has the power to play with your
head, to be on the forefront of your thoughts, to mess with your mood and
affect your actions, it is an unwanted, impending Goodbye. When you enjoy
something immensely, or someone’s company gives you this unparalleled joy, have
you ever had this thought of making the most of it while it lasts, before you
have to bid adieu. The thought just doesn't leave you and the little time that
you have while you can actually enjoy it and live in the moment, the worry that
it will soon end just doesn't leave your head.
And we prepare and plan for the moment, when you look for
the last time at that person and say words which you know will be the last that
you two exchange. In that one little moment you try squeezing in all your
thoughts, feelings, wishes and words. You plan for it, think about it, almost obsess
over it and carefully prepare those lines almost as a tribute to what you two
shared. Your head doesn't let you rest till you have a befitting and
satisfactory final speech ready and you have laid it out in your mind exactly how you plan to say it.
After all this thinking, planning and obsessing little do we
realize that goodbyes are anything but planned. The moment is over in a flash,
and before you know it, you've been transformed from the is to the was. There
is so much left unsaid it feels incomplete and imperfect. Life isn't the same
anymore and you didn't even see it coming. Goodbyes are almost always
sudden, abrupt and awkward, almost never good or memorable maybe because they
signal the end of what was once something beautiful.
Life would be so much better only if we could have good,
planned and happy farewells. Almost like a perfect ending. At least that way it wouldn't be like a sentence without a full stop!
If only for the last time, it would be such a comfort to
live your life having said all that you wanted before parting ways, knowing
that you will be remembered by this moment.
This goes out to all the good goodbyes that I should’ve said
to those I will never meet or speak to again.
And also to the special ones that
I CAN never speak to again. If fate ever crosses our paths, I hope you remember
me in good light, smile, look me in the eye, and maybe then that smile and a
look will suffice, and complete the unsaid farewell.
Fare thee well my friend....Fare thee well
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